The last couple of days have been a bit rough. I knew they were going to be. I realised last week that it was highly likely several factors – work stress, vitamin D being due, PMS, medication changes and side effects – were all going to combine into a flare. So I’d done my best to make sure I could get through it as smoothly as possible. What I wasn’t counting on, was a sudden and dramatic increase in my own accident-prone tendencies. In the last 24 hours I’ve had several mishaps ranging from completely-silly, to came-very-close-to-serious-injury in severity, and it’s left me in a pretty sore state.
I was talking with some friends the other
day, about those “facts” that you believe for years because someone you trust
told you them. For example, for years I believed my grandmother had stigmata
because when we were little my sister told me she did. I don’t think my sister
remembers this, so I have no idea whether she really believed it or if she was
just messing with me, but at the time I took it as fact and it wasn’t until
years later I thought to question it.
When I was a teenager, my mum told me that
having PMS interferes with your depth perception. At the time, I took this as
fact, not least because when she told me that I’d just opened a door into my
own forehead, then misjudged the gap and hit the doorframe on the way through.
She told me that she had exactly the same type of accidents herself every
month.
I didn’t question it, at the time.
Honestly, I was too relieved to question it. For years I’d felt like I was
loosing my mind, when I couldn’t do something as simple as walk through a
doorway without injuring myself (just try explaining to someone that you really
did get a black eye walking into a door, and see if they believe you) and she
has finally offered a seemingly plausible explanation.
Last night after my dad came and rescued me
from one of my more nasty accidents, my mum’s explanation popped into my head.
For the first time, I wondered if there was any scientific basis to this, or if
it was just something Mum had said to make me feel better. My PCOS symptoms
have been really out of whack lately, so if it is true that could explain why
the number of accidents has been worse, but I’m somewhat suspicious that I’m
making connections out of random events.
So here’s my question – does anyone else
experience this with PMS? Particularly anyone with PCOS/Endo or anything
similar? Also if anyone with a medical background knows if there’s any truth to
the idea that hormones have an impact on depth perception, I would love to hear
your thoughts.
Thanks for reading
Little Miss Autoimmune
Yep, PMS makes me extra clumsy. And yep, I have endo. No idea why, but I'm in the same boat.
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